Thursday, April 9, 2009

Depression

Oh i hate this word ......


Well not long ago at a Christmas party my friends introduced me to this girl named Nicole and her boyfriend Mike . I had seen her at work but because of my busy schedule never gotta chance to talk to her

The first thing she asked me was "Is Iannick coming to the party?? " Iannick was the French guy at work she had a crush on ..and because Iannick worked in my team she thought i might know if he was coming or not.I didn't answer her to pull her legs ... lol ...I loved the way she was , funny and noisy..

Well after Christmas , i always saw Iannick and Nicole smoking together .... I would just go and stand with them to tease Nicole .. There were couple of more people in my team she had crush on …lol …. Well I guess her crush list was the biggest list on earth

One day i saw her sad which is very unlike Nicole ... She wanted to talk so we went out . ..She was having issues with her BF .. She told me that her BF asked her to move out of his house ..He wanted some time alone to think about their relationship..

Poor girl was explaining me how she fed the cats and cleaned the house before leaving the house ..... I felt bad for the girl and i was surprised to see that most funny and noisy girl at office is very emotional at end of the day.She loved her Boy friend more than anything else in this world and the stuff she used to do was just for fun ...

I went home but thought about Nicole couple of times ..... Didn't get a chance to talk to her for couple of days but she looked fine . I will always regret not talking to her after that.

It was my last day at work and we clicked some pics together ... It was good to see her back in cheerful mood .. :) ..


Just two days back , I got a call from my ex-colleague and She said " Did u hear about Nicole ?" .
I was like " Wat about her ..Did they lay her off ?? " Lately i have been hearing this a lot ..

I couldn't believe my ears when she said that " Nicole died" ... I was out of my mind for sometime . " How can it happen , I just posted her pics on facebook and some days back she texted me too"

But then truth is a truth ... She had gone to office on Thursday and after work she texted some friends saying that she is so alone and depressed ..Next morning she didn’t show up at work .. Her friends at work called her up but she didn't pick up .. one of the ladies called her ex-bf and asked about her. He didn't have a clue but after 5 minutes he called back saying " Nicole is dead " .....

Nobody knows wat happened to her ... I spoke to our common friends and most of them think that there is a possibility that she might have taken sleeping pills . Oh it hurts when i hear that how sad she was about her break up :(

I can't believe how can people just leave the other person and be happy in their own life .... I can't believe how can a 27 year old girl cry day and night for a person who is not bothered at all...

It is okay if people stop loving but they shouldn't stop caring ....
May be it is too early for me to say all this ... May be she died because of some disease ... but one thing is for sure ..

She was not happy in her last days .. She was living with this devil named "Depression"....

2 comments:

  1. Really sad Lubna, loosing a friend or even an acquaintance over something which we feel might have been so easy to overcome. All it might have needed was some care from her friends.

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  2. hey lubs !! hope u r better now ...

    it was indeed sad ...we all live with depression at one time or other in life ...and at that people are really important , we need to know that we are wanted , loved and needed ...

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